雨一直下,下著的是鏽跡斑斑的,沒有詩意可言的化學氣味;


    風也不斷刮,帶來因幹涸而鬆散的,和沙塵也沒什麽兩樣的土壤。


    樓房裏的,照鏡子化妝的姑娘,寂寞打著遊戲的宅男,勞累了一天的工人,如此平凡的人們,表情沒有掩飾,所以隻有冷淡。


    天色想抓住什麽,


    但漆黑轉眼就吞噬一切,


    勇氣和星空,寄不到消息,


    你的眼努力撐著笑容,


    泛黃在凋秋之殘念如雨


    落亂披風狂流葉舞的感覺,


    盡管這傷感轉瞬即逝。


    猶記得將名字埋在鐵盒中,不讓它透光的傻事,沒人訴說也沒人擁抱,因此四季在我眼裏永遠是冷色調的。


    ——


    那麽多的審美和評論,沒有界限的交錯著,以為好的被被詆毀,厭惡的,卻冉冉升起,唯有活著需要這樣確定的信念,所以無意義的對抗,源於受傷的自尊,和繼續存在的證明。


    世界沉默著等待崩壞,而我隻想描繪那冷冽春風,感受自然的氣息——


    讓那電光,抽離大地的生機,願一切罪惡就此審判。


    讓我們早些結束這樣灰暗的等待,讓世界涅盤重生。


    讓生靈記起原始的呼吸,而非無止境的攀比。


    自學會模仿,學習,創造,到頭來隻剩下玩笑話語氣的否定。彼此的聊天這般苦悶,倒不如退化一些聰明,拋開那些大道理,似乎也能更快樂。


    流過淚,受過傷,學會勉強的笑,然後承認無能,負重而行,妥協這無所不知的對立麵,用所謂價值去定義生命,用別人描述的幸福來決定自由,沒有人在意的自尊,來否定愛情。


    偽善的世界,人們都小心翼翼的,聰明的不去拆穿,真實的不夠好玩,因此要被抹滅,因此,以上的那些油膩的事物便繼續孤立存在。


    唯有三月的風雨,冷冽而真實。


    《real green》


    很久很久的以前,綠色隻是一種顏色。


    雲彩就是那麽近,天空就是那麽藍,


    (這些明明曾經都是真實存在的)


    車子和房子,也沒有現在這麽“廉價”,


    (現在卻隻存在於小時候我們畫過的畫裏)


    但是,我們曾無憂無慮地玩耍,


    畫著畫,翻著跟頭,將作業折成飛機。


    鄉村裏,綠色的排排大樹,


    葉子好生茂盛,


    花花草草自在長著,好些叫不上名來,


    那裏生長著夏日的蟬鳴;


    河流常常漲溢,雨季總是很熱情,


    夥伴們喜歡去抓魚,


    秋天,是成熟的日子,黃紅色樹葉


    真像童話裏的思念,溫柔覆蓋泥土。


    坡道處有單車碾過的痕跡,


    秋天有螢火,星星總是多得數不清。


    盡管有電視和收音機,


    大人們更喜歡在外麵乘著涼嘮嗑。


    是的,這是現在我描述著的事情,之所以還要回憶,是因為它正在被時代遺棄。


    那些綠色的、清新的、鮮活的、隨意的,不需要文學和藝術來贅述的簡單事物,漸漸被一些繁雜無趣的東西取代,


    或許回憶常常遺忘壞心情的內容,


    但我們原本的快樂,的確


    真實建立在那一片


    鳥語花香的原始村落。


    如果它還可以複製、還原,


    我便不會寫這些來試圖諷刺什麽。


    孩子們也不會喪失了想象的快樂,


    用尖尖畫筆,去雕刻那些沒有感情


    也沒有色彩的所謂藝術,


    車子密密麻麻穿梭在擁擠的城市,


    生活,卻丟棄原本的自由。


    英譯版:(once upon a time, green was just a color.


    the clouds are so close, the sky is so blue,


    (these were all real things)


    cars and houses are not as cheap as they are now,


    (now it only exists in the paintings we painted when we were young.)


    but we used to y carefree,


    painting, somersaulting, folding the work into an airne.


    in the countryside, there are rows of green trees,


    the leaves grow well,


    flowers and nts grow freely, many of them are not named,


    there grow cicadas in summer;


    the river often overflows, and the rainy season is always warm,


    my friends like to catch fish,


    autumn is a mature day with yellow and red leaves


    it''s like missing in a fairy tale, covering the earth gently.


    there are traces of bicycles running over the ramp,


    there are fireflies in autumn, and there are countless stars.


    despite the tv and radio,


    adults prefer to sit outside and chat.


    yes, this is what i am describing now. the reason why i still want to recall it is that it is being abandoned by the times.


    those simple things that are green, fresh, lively and casual, and do not need literature and art to repeat, are gradually reced by some plicated and boring things,


    maybe memories often forget the content of bad mood,


    but our original happiness, indeed


    the truth is based on that


    it is a primitive vige full of birds and flowers.


    if it can also be copied and restored,


    i''m not going to write this to try to satirize.


    children will not lose the happiness of imagination,


    with a sharp brush, to carve those who have no feelings


    there is no so-called art of color,


    cars shuttle through crowded cities,


    life, but abandon the original freedom.)

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